Only me .

i learned to forget the one who forgot me ,
i learned to forgive everyone who hurt me ,
i learned to be the best for every person i love ,
However ,there something can't be learnt which ,

must learned to SMILE when people LOVE others .

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simple quote that i favor the most .
there were some people 
said that is something wrong with me?
maybe there is .
perhaps i missed being miss ,
maybe that the reasons why .


Why i cried all night with no reason ,
Why i smiled when nobody there ,
Why i felt loneliness inside 'here' ,
Why i felt heavy burden when there isn't .


was there a way to pull out this feeling?
was there a way to kill this feeling?
was there a way to make it all right?
was there a way to stop this feeling?


i don't think i have the answer to all the questions above ,
or maybe i does .
if it's an answer to all my questions up there ,
it's would b'cause i'm very hurts .





i hurt some much that i felt numb ,
to every words u said ,
to every sentences u made ,
to every excused u used ,
to every last thing u did to me .








but still ,
i say " it's nothing " although it was something .
i lied b'cause i don't want u to know
how much it's hurt me .



 
perhaps ,
this is the END of our stories ,
together .
but

therefore ,
i would walked away from all this " story of us " ,
and make a new one .
this time around it's gonna be " only me " in it .