this FEELING .

alone, neglected, sadness, ignorance,

 and all others feeling .

its felt like almost long time ago when i started to felt this  feeling again .

the feeling,

that bring out the worst of me.

the feeling,

that engulfing myself awareness.

the feeling,

that made me who i am today.

these are the very feeling,

that shown me the true side of human nature's .

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to most people,

they just don't even tried 

to understand this feeling ,

to learn about it,

to acknowledge it,

to them,

its just a feeling that would gone away just by not thinking bout it .

but no!

it won't just gone away like that .

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its a feeling which really hard to explain,

but easily felt within someone heart .

they might not even realize

how difficult it's to control this feeling ?

how bizarre this feeling is ?

how complicated to calm it by itself ?

soon they will realize something,

that they have never really lived

until they have done something for someone

who can't never repay for what they done .

so,

don't worry b'cause

everything will be alright in

the end .

If its not alright ,

its not the end .

perhaps its just only the beginning of your own story .

therefore,

don't let one dark cloud obliterate the whole sky .

and remember ,

people cry not b'cause they were weak .

it's just b'cause they've been strong too long .

let the feeling free from thee hearts and

learn from it then make its yours .